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I realize that you won't understand how much I love you
Thursday, April 5, 2012 | 10:39 PM | 0 star
- Today's story. I fuck everything. Well yeah. Damn. I always remember 28th every month. That's just nothing. Because in the end, I'm hurt. FUCKING HURT. - I blocked both of the bitches and hope everything will be fine. Just fine. I can't stand they're flirting w/ you all time. And you, you didn't behave like that back then. WHY? Why so sweet w/ them now? I still remember every single thing you said once we break. HELL YEAH I DON'T HAVE THE RIGHTS ON YOU ANYMORE kan. Okay. But everyone doesn't knows how much the pain hurts me. - I slept at 5am this morning. I cried a lot. I listen to our songs. While you, you're already forget everything. Yeah you forget it. You're having fun w/ those girls and me, still can't sleep every night. Thinking about you all the time. - And most dissapoint me is, I knew those girls since myspace. And one of them was such a bestfriend of me. The pain, yknow that? Mygod I bet you didn't know. I thought she's nice, she's sweet, she's kind, she's blablablaa. But I didn't know she's a backstabber too. How I wish I could tell everyone who she is, how much I hate her now. Enough w/ capital M. Kan. I'm so giving up now. REALLY. - Everyone said "Move on, he's just your ex. Forget him." Guys, it wasn't that easy. Srsly, it's not :'( I talked from the bottom of my heart, I hope you won't get together w/ her. And you bitch, please know that you're a backstabber. And I hope you'll feel this pain, one day. I'm sorry. But I really hate 3 of you. Player, backstabber, liars, sweet talker. What else. Sigh. To every capital E, A and N ; THANKYOU SO MUCH :') |