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Love Yourself ♥
Wednesday, April 4, 2012 | 10:13 PM | 0 star
"Assalamualaikum. Kalau tak jawab dosa kalau jawab sayang menyayangi~" Kata Didi. Hahaha.
- So semalam pergi supermarket dan masa tu dalam kereta. Jalan jam kot. * hehehe , koya jee jerantut jam :P Aku punya ah kusyuk dan tawadhuk makan encik potato, duduk pulak tepi tingkap. Tiba tiba...... kereta sebelah bergerak. K aku tak tahu kereta tu berpenghuni sebab cermin dia tinted. Aku cakap dekat ibu "Ya Allah malunyaaaaaaa!" Then mak tanya "Kenapa?" "Tadi makan benda ni tetiba orang dalam kereta tu tengok. Dah ah makan macam dekat rumah." Lepas tu mak cakap, "Jadi je diri adik sendiri. Kalau tu memang diri adik, orang akan terima diri adik macam mana." And then I just realised.
- Mesti sebelum ni, korang pun macam pernah "Eh nak jadi macam dia ah. Awesome doooo dia ni." right? Seriously, aku pun pernah. There's this girl yang aku adore gila. Bukan adore apa, I just love to see the way she got dressed up, dia edit gambar, the way she smiles, EVERYTHING. Well, masa freehair hari tu ah :p hahaha because I love her hair too. She's so flawless. Aku suka gila kot stalk dia. Now pun..... sama. Eh? Hahahaha. I started to update my status like her, tweets, reblog semua gambar yg dia reblog, ishh semua ah. You know, pathetic. Lepas tu I told my sistas, "Weh ada gegirl ni kan, cantik gila. And life dia pun macam best. Haha kalau aku jadi dia kan best :p"And my sistas a problem ke tak. Jangan cepat judge orang." Lololol kan dah kena setepek centu. Starting from that I stop myself to be like her. And I started to ask myself like "Kenapa perlu jadi orang lain?" "Kenapa nak jadi macam dia? Kau takde life kot cunna?" and so on. I was faking myself, all this while. Maybe. Thanks mak for yesterday, you make me realised how to bersyukur of being myself :) hihi.
- For anyone who's wishing to be somebody else, somebody you really adore or what, remember this. There's a part of you that everybody loves. So be yourself, tak perlu nak fake kan diri sendiri. Bersyukur dengan apa yg Allah dah bagi. Just jadi diri kau sendiri, kalau jadi orang lain tapi diri sendiri yg susah, buat apa?
Think lahh ehhh kawan-II . assalamualaikum .
SINCERELY FROM CUNNA ,
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